Wanna Quieten my heart

Each time when I've the courage to step one step further,

There will only be frustration and disappointment that comes next,

Stay, I don't have the courage to do so,

So, gradually letting go I will be able to go further,

Never forget the times shared,

Always remember how once cared,

Once important in your life is the greatest gift,

Wanna quieten my heart...

='(

I used to smile...

but it doesn't mean that I'm happy...

I used to be strong...

But it doesn't mean that I never cry...

I used to be silent...

but it doesn't mean that I do not care...

I used to care...

but it doesn't mean that I've to let it show...

I used to be comforting others...

but it doesn't mean that I don't need comfort...

I'm sick of putting a fake smile and said I'm alright...

I'm sick of pretending that I'm strong enough to handle...

I'm sick of pretending everything's alright...

I'm sick of holding back my tears...

I'm sick of pretending that I don't care...

I can't hold on my tears anymore ... ='(

Let It Be ='(

Confused...

Exhausted...

Frustrated...

Give Up?

Fresh in my mind I know,

No matter how tough life is...

I should never Give Up...

But is that all I could do?

Perhaps I've to work harder...

Strive for it...

Status For Now --> Emptiness

Time passes so quickly. Flashes back to my old memories... Thinking of several things I've done. Things that I've regretted, Friends that I've lost, Happy moments, sad moments... I would like to say sorry to whom I've offended unknowingly =( And thanked for those who always comfort me when I'm down. Lend me a hand when I got into troubles. Be there when I needed a listener. I really appreciated it ... Thanks !

Lolx! That sounds emo -.-

Well, let's dont talk about that . Haha... Exams finished! Before that, whenever I studied till midnight, mummy always accompanied me. Poor mummy. At last, she fell asleep, but yet I was still studying , wishing that I could just jumped into bed, too.

Anyways, My friends and I had fun on the following day after the exams. We went to Jin Jeak's sweet sweet house and there were ten of us, Me, Wan Ling, Marissa, Vanessa, Jin Jeak, Rebecca, Amanda, Chong Ghee, Ian and Alvin Sia. We're all classmates =)

Before I go any further, Here's the pictures that we're having fun !

Nothing much to talk about I guess =) Just wanna thanks Jin jeak's parents for allowing us to go to her house =) Thx!

Lastly, May God Bless The readers =)

Lost

I'm lost. . . =(

New Me~!

I've not been updating my blog ever since erm... few months or so >< Wow... Rusty blog. Haha... Well, I had been baptised today. New me! New me! -.- I wasn't baptised alone but with my family =)

What does this looks like to you? For me, it is a cross. It appeared in my house one evening. It was first saw by my brother and it was taken by my sister. Is it by coincidence or is it a symbol that God reveals Himself to us? Hmmm... Anyway, my family and I will continue to serve God for what He has done for us.

Pray Hard and May God Bless whoever sees this =)

Jia Youx! HoHo =Pp

I'll Remember You By No Secret...

It has been so long since we have talked

I hope that things are still the same

Hoping they will never change

Cause what we had can't be replaced

Don't let our memories fade away

Keep me in your heart for always

You make me believe

That I can do almost anything

Stood right by me

Through the tears, Through everything

Chorus :

I'll remember you

And baby that's forever true

You're the one that I'll always miss

Never thought it would feel like this

I'll be there for you

No matter you're going through

In my heart You'll always be

Forever baby I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget

The times we shared

The tears we cried

You're always be the sun in my sky

It may be fate that brings us back

To meet again someday

Even though we go separate ways

You make me believe

That I can do almost anything

You stood right by me

Through the tears, Through everything

Chorus :

If the day should come when you need someone

I'll be there

Don't ever let there be a doubt in your mind

Cause I'll remember you~